heading home

In a few hours, I will be on my way back to Manila. I must admit, I still have reservations about certain things. It's not just the I-like-it-here-so-much-I-don't-wanna-go-home-yet feeling--that's just a tiny little speck in my universe of emotions. It's so much more, a far greater and deeper reason I just can't explain in a few words. I am both happy and sad with this development--happy to be once again thrust back into my comfort zone and yet sad for fear that I won't experience the same degree of comfort that I used to. Clearly, a few months isn't enough for me to reconcile with the many things and many issues of my seemingly unpreturbed life. I just wonder how long it's going to take.