hand me my pills, please.
Sick today, but no excuse. You have to grin and bear it, suck it all in when you're beginning the process of getting your act together--sniffles and all. But as usual, I had idle time to spare thinking about stuff that really does me nothing but senti moments and whatnot. Wala lang. I guess that's normal if you're just starting out and haven't really carved your whole life plans in stone yet. The "bad breakup syndrome" is upon us, once again. Hehe.
So maybe it's true what they say--you really have no idea what you have until you lose them. Like, of course you miss the good, of course, but you realize you also miss the things you didn't even like that much--so-and-so who used to really piss you off so bad everytime he/she did so-and-so back then. Labo, no? You miss the good and the bad--even the gross, the filth, the grime that's part of the whole shebang, just because the riot's not quite the riot without it/them.
I'm happy that it's all starting out good for me-- I don't wanna jinx it by saying great just yet-- but somehow I know subconsciously how it's never going to be the same kind of "great" that you once had or were part of. Nothing lasts forever, even when at a moment it seemed like it would. Not to sound ominous or pessimistic or something. But that's what's true and real. Right?
Wala lang. May sakit at sume-senti na naman. Tama na nga -_-
So maybe it's true what they say--you really have no idea what you have until you lose them. Like, of course you miss the good, of course, but you realize you also miss the things you didn't even like that much--so-and-so who used to really piss you off so bad everytime he/she did so-and-so back then. Labo, no? You miss the good and the bad--even the gross, the filth, the grime that's part of the whole shebang, just because the riot's not quite the riot without it/them.
I'm happy that it's all starting out good for me-- I don't wanna jinx it by saying great just yet-- but somehow I know subconsciously how it's never going to be the same kind of "great" that you once had or were part of. Nothing lasts forever, even when at a moment it seemed like it would. Not to sound ominous or pessimistic or something. But that's what's true and real. Right?
Wala lang. May sakit at sume-senti na naman. Tama na nga -_-
Labels: epiphanies, senti-mode
posted by anj at 6:31 PM
2 Comments:
ayus lang yan anj! let's all just grin and bear it, as you say.
na-3.0 ko na ang aking kwatro. AMBAIT NI SIR LICO, PA-KISS. Kaya kung mag chat man kayo (di ko talaga siya nahuhuli ever), sabihin mo sa kanya yan. ^_^
and yeah, nothing lasts forever kaya, we all have no choice but to move on.
wahoo! congrats, nes :)
looks like we're starting to come out from the rubble :p good luck sa atin, haha.
miss na kita!
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