di na sanay.
I'm soooo tired. It's not even 2 pm and I feel like calling it a day already. I had work today and yesterday (and another one on Thursday), so I had to wake up at 5:30 am. I used to be able to do that without being tired and drained out of my wits. Di na kasi sanay. I guess it's like this when you go from having one job today, and another kind of job tomorrow, then no job the next, then a job again...you get it. I love having this job and I love being with the kids and I'm thankful for every single time they call me--I just think my body's going to thank me more if I had to do this every single day, you know? Para masanay ulit. I wish they'd just realize that I'm doing a great job and I have a really excellent rapport with the kids and give me that permanent position already!
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Why is it so easy for kids to choose to misbehave instead of just doing the right thing? Then again, madali din naman pala for adults to do the exact same shit? So let me rephrase my question--BAKIT MASARAP GAWIN ANG BAWAL?
I don't know, I think it's just me...or my sister Angel. She's just a...well, she's just always an angel (okay, almost always). Kaya di na siguro ako sanay sa mga batang pasaway.
Yun.
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My sister Anna's going back to the Philippines in a little over a month. That's another thing I'm probably never going to get used to. We've just always been together forever, literally. The Dynamic Duo, that's us. The longest we've been away from each other's like, I don't know, 3 days? And even then we missed each other like hell and couldn't wait to share stories. So I'm wondering how I'll fare knowing it's going to be months before we see each other again. Baby ko kasi yon e, ever since.
Ayoko yata maghatid sa airport. Nakakahiya humagulgol :p
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Di din ako sanay not to have constant communication with friends. My body clock's been insane the past couple of weeks that I can't, for the life of me, just seem to quit hitting that snooze button every single morning. When I have work, I barely have the time in the morning to go online and chat. Days I don't have work, I basically just waste away sleeping.
I miss my friends. Moreso now than ever before :(
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Di na ko sanay mag-violin at magtata-tumbling. I haven't practiced--touched, even--my violin for a week now, and I bet I'm going to sound as rusty as ever when I finally do again. Di na din ako sanay magtata-tumbling. The capoeira instructor asked me if I'd ever done a cartwheel before, and I said, "Yeah...like 15 years ago." So kamusta naman ang 10 cartwheels to the left and 10 cartwheels to the right. No wonder I feel like an 80-year-old lady every after class.
*****
Why is it so easy for kids to choose to misbehave instead of just doing the right thing? Then again, madali din naman pala for adults to do the exact same shit? So let me rephrase my question--BAKIT MASARAP GAWIN ANG BAWAL?
I don't know, I think it's just me...or my sister Angel. She's just a...well, she's just always an angel (okay, almost always). Kaya di na siguro ako sanay sa mga batang pasaway.
Yun.
*****
My sister Anna's going back to the Philippines in a little over a month. That's another thing I'm probably never going to get used to. We've just always been together forever, literally. The Dynamic Duo, that's us. The longest we've been away from each other's like, I don't know, 3 days? And even then we missed each other like hell and couldn't wait to share stories. So I'm wondering how I'll fare knowing it's going to be months before we see each other again. Baby ko kasi yon e, ever since.
Ayoko yata maghatid sa airport. Nakakahiya humagulgol :p
*****
Di din ako sanay not to have constant communication with friends. My body clock's been insane the past couple of weeks that I can't, for the life of me, just seem to quit hitting that snooze button every single morning. When I have work, I barely have the time in the morning to go online and chat. Days I don't have work, I basically just waste away sleeping.
I miss my friends. Moreso now than ever before :(
*****
Di na ko sanay mag-violin at magtata-tumbling. I haven't practiced--touched, even--my violin for a week now, and I bet I'm going to sound as rusty as ever when I finally do again. Di na din ako sanay magtata-tumbling. The capoeira instructor asked me if I'd ever done a cartwheel before, and I said, "Yeah...like 15 years ago." So kamusta naman ang 10 cartwheels to the left and 10 cartwheels to the right. No wonder I feel like an 80-year-old lady every after class.
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posted by anj at 1:38 PM
3 Comments:
napanood ko first time ever ang gossip girl. sabi, "i'm used to. but i'm not fine with it." in a bitchy bitchy way. hehe. wala lang. parang gusto ko masabi yun in real life.
bawal umiyak sa airport. jologs yun. haha.
jologs nga. shet.
i'm used to, but i'm not fine with it. hehe.
san-san ba masarap sambitin yan? :p
may naisip ako kung san pwede. except i'm still not used to that thing. and me thinks i'll never get to that point. hehe.
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