Fickle.

I know myself well. I can make major decisions in a flash. I also know how the slightest hint of disappointment or disapproval can move me to reconsider--even if I felt that it was the right thing to do in the first place. It doesn't sound a bit flattering nor comforting, but yes, I can be a total doormat sometimes. It's the idea of things being easier if more people approved, as opposed to, say, just myself.

Just to be clear--this is not an invitation, ok?

It's not like I'm saying that I always fall victim to such instances. Sometimes I do, and sometimes I'm the admitted culprit. I guess it's just the idea of them versus me. And in this society, isn't it always the case that majority rules?

Ang hirap nang ganito.