fuggedabaudit.

"Forgive sounds good. Forget--I'm not sure I could..."
--I'm Not Ready to Make Nice, The Dixie Chicks

I wish it were that easy to stop thinking about things. To stop dwelling on matters that will never change, no matter how many millions of times you twist and turn and alter fragments of it in your mind.

Bakit ba natin mahilig pag-isipan ang mga bagay na mahirap isipin?

It's so easy to say, "Oh, it's nothing." Or, "It's not a big deal.", when in truth it's not "nothing"--it's EVERYTHING. And it's not "not a big deal"--it's the ONLY deal.

They say God gave man free will to do whatever he chose. I wish I could just choose to lock [this thought] up and throw away the key.

Tao lang.
*hangs head*

harry potter and the deathly hallows...

I've been duped *rolls eyes*.

Big time >:p

*smacks forehead*

Rash. Fickle. Impulsive. Anj.

Haraya Week in Arki was the apex of my stress mountain, and when it was all over, there was nothing I could do except take a spill and snowball my way into boredom. Being the impatient person that I am, I am now itching for the time when all my pending projects will finally fall into place--the AIT thing, the Quiapo book, Gerard's Sawali chorva and whatnot.

Ask and you shall receive. Darn. Why the hell do I keep on forgetting?

I am now officially swamped. The apartment renovation project's kind of in a rush, as requested by the owner; I just came back from a spur-of-the-moment for this other renovation project that I'm doing (and solo, at that) for a friend. I'm feeling that the Sawali thingy's going full blast in a couple of weeks. Oh, and out of boredom (insanity may be a more fitting adjective) I went to Ahead Review in Katipunan this afternoon to try out a part-time tutorial job (which I'm probably not going to make sipot when they call-- bad Anj!).

Bakit ba ang gulo ng utak ko? Argh. It's so freaking frustrating sometimes.

I think I need a vacation to clear my head a bit. Anyone care to um...beach? :p