I want a tattoo for my birthday.

Yun lang.

Epiphany Girl (almost)

Spent Friday night with Epiphany Boy and Epiphany Jr., haha. It amazes me how three very different people can have so much in common. And no, it wasn't just the San Mig Lights.

I was actually supposed to go to a friend's party but changed my mind at the last minute. Even the idea of free food and free booze couldn't get my mind off the stuff I've been thinking of lately, which is a lot. It was nice to hang out with EB and EJ (wow, new nicknames!) and just talk. I needed that.

On one hand, EB's still high on his newfound "epiphany". I'm not too sure what to think of it, though, for I've heard things that kind of messes up the equation. I just pray things get cleared up pretty soon. I wouldn't want to hang out with the Grinch come Christmas time, which, in my projection of events may be make or break time for my good friend EB.

EJ on the other hand finally decided to make things happen. He's leaving school to take a little break before getting into another one to finally pursue his music. I'm for Berkeley, even if I am going to miss my "anak" (haha). Anyways, he says we still have 6 months to enjoy before he finally has to make the decision. He has an interesting job now but vows to still hang out with his boyfriend and the "teddy bear". And let's not forget the lovely Marla (onion rings, anyone?). Guess he really did prove me wrong about a lot of things, and I'm happy.

Both also got me thinking about stuff--about him, in particular. EJ's right--I really shouldn't be too scared and keep an open mind and an open heart. I'm learning. Like I told EJ, I guess I was just too caught up in trying so desperately to un-label myself that I end up actually doing the opposite. Hay. Me and my praning head.

I'm not quite the epiphany girl, as I'd like to be, but I feel like I'm getting there. Slow but sure, slow but sure.

Till the next "threesome". Haha.


Pahabol...Congrats, Greenie. I knew your wish would come true.

What is it with Green boys?

Actually enjoyed my day--in spite of doing nothing and BI-ing people to do the same, haha. Got a Chinese bracelet from *toot*--for love and happiness daw. Twas pretty nice. I'm thinking should I keep it or pass it on to a guy friend of mine (who shall remain nameless), so he gets a little luckier in that aspect. Har. Passed by SC today to succumb to my manggang hilaw craving and bumped into this guy from Pinoy Big Brother. I don't get why people are going noodles about him, he wasn't even that cute. Parang efem pa. Nya. Haha. Just remembered Jon and his story. Baduy mo, tsong! But whatever works for you, suportahan ta ka. You and Level 9, who still hasn't done good on the thing Guy Friend and I made him promise. Hoy! Sige ka, you're in for a major headache if you don't do it soon. Tsk-tsk. Marcos passed by Arki today. In fairness, he wasn't anything like the other AF alumni. He actually made me laugh a while instead of making my blood boil, like when the others are around. Good for you, pare. Hat party tayo! :p And Maebs--funny shit. She actually made my morning happy. LQ na toh! Mama's arriving in a little over a week. Have to clean up my stuff before she gets here. Weekend, promise. Still haven't gotten Anna her grad gift. Weekend din, swear. It's The Dancing Siomai's birthday on Sunday. Hoy! I hope you get the birthday gift you want for your 21st--we all know what it is! Happy Birthday, Greenie! Later. Gotta get back to work or I'm toast.

I'm Baaaack....

Wooh. Thank God I'm finally out of that crappy mood rut I've been in for the past couple of days. I'm a little tired--after all, it's always tiring going against your own self--but I'm ok. Thank God. Not even seeing that ex-app who thinks she's all that can dampen my spirits. Hah!

Watched the La Salle-Ateneo game yesterday with my sis and her new "Guy". La Salle won, of course. It's funny how I'm always teasing Anna about her school getting creamed by their archrivals, but deep inside I'm rooting for Greenie and co.--Go, TY! Haha. I was even wearing the same shade of green as the coaching staff (loser,hehe), and when Keboy saw me he went, "Ikaw ba 'yan??? Green ba yan???" *lol*

Tomorrow's another interview day. I have to get up super early to make the 8 AM panel. I hope to God it's not going to rain. I mean, I like how cool the weather is, but I don't appreciate getting my feet wet all the time. But everything's good, and like I said, this mood isn't going away anytime soon. Then again, there's Barubs and his people. Oh well. We all can't have our cake and eat it too, right?

Later.

Much Better Now

Much better now. Finally got over that hump of crappy mood I've been in for the past couple of days. Not saying it's all sunshine and butterflies again, though. But I manage.

Hay. It's nice to be back.

Much Better Now

Much better now. Finally got over that hump of crappy mood I've been in for the past couple of days. Not saying it's all sunshine and butterflies again, though. But I manage.

Hay. It's nice to be back.

Another Blah Day

Another blah day to start what seems to be a blah week in the making. Ate lunch out and went to school just to find out there was no class. Talked with the bosses about presentation due Friday. Pigged out, smoked my lungs dry. Found out about things I wish I hadn't, dished out things I wished I didn't know in the first place. Burned the little cash I have along the way--paycheck got "confiscated". Came home late and found out about the change in plans about tomorrow, fried remaining brain cells on senseless and stupid TV. Sat down to blog, got kinda pissed off with a couple of things. Freaking internet not as it's all hyped up to be. Highlight of the day: Bruce Quebral biking around Arki. And pretend-driving my black BMW. How pathetic. It's my fucking blog. I'll write whatever I fucking want to write. Pwede ba.

UP Pride and Whatnot

The UP MBT lost it's last game to UE yesterday, thus losing the chance for a Final Four appearance in this year's UAAP games. Ang sad. You could see from their faces how much they wanted it, and after, how much it hurt not to have had it. Ultimately, kinulang lang talaga. My lolo says kulang sa practice, my sister says kulang sa puso. I think otherwise. Siguro it's true what they say--if it's not meant to be, it's not meant to be. Nevertheless, I'm still proud of the team, the true Maroon that I am, and I know this will open doors--greater ones, maybe--for all of them. Mami-miss ko nga lang si Jino. :p

I was so tired yesterday I woke up at 11am today. Woke up late and missed my meeting with Foom and the clients. We were supposed to go to Nasugbu for an ocular. Uh-oh. I wonder what I can do to make it up to them?

Jon and I were texting yesterday. He's an AFlicant. Or was one. Now he's a member, soon as he gets on his 70's garb and gets dunked in Induction. He was saying how impossible it was for him not to love AF after all that he's been through in the applicaiton period. And what surprised me was him thanking me for everything I'd done for him during that time. I never really saw it like that, but I appreciate him saying it. It was the first time anybody ever said that to me, and although I'm still thinking about what I did exactly, it's pretty sweet.

It's Monday again tomorrow, and I don't know whether I'll be in school or not. I don't have a class, but I'm thinking of doing some stuff in school. Pag sinipag ako.

Ang dami kong gustong gawin, but it frustrates me to not have the money nor the time to do it. Hay, the biggest dilemma of my life.

P.S.
In yesterday's game, someone from UE was holding this poster that said, "UE toh, san ka pa?"
Sarap sagutin ng, "UP, baket?!?"

Another funny poster from my witty and kupal-but-asteeg co-Isko's: "FINALS Nyo, QUIZ lang namin!" Wahahaha

Oi!

Normally I'd say, thank God it's Friday. But the week doesn't end for me, or so it seems. I've still got a ton of work to do tomorrow (minus the time I'm sooo willing to siksik just to see the Maroons play for probably the last time this season), and there's the site visit with the clients on Sunday. On Sunday! Even God had a break on Sunday. But not this girl. Hay. Was excited to finally get the paycheck, too bad it's kinda confusing so I can't touch it just yet. Wek! Too bad, I'm going broke--and it's just been a couple of weeks into September. Tsk-tsk. It's been a pretty eventful week--AF interviews (haha, says my successful mean self), class, no-class, cramming for lectures, Sarah's and getting drunk with the Badings, whew. Tonight, I get a little break from it all, but it's only a few hours till morning comes and I have to go on with my stress-plagued life. Haynako. Not even in the mood to blog properly, can you tell? Later.

Woosh!

Just got home. Grabe, so freaking tired. 1st round of app interviews, W-L card (or A-Q rather) is 3-1. Dead tired. And there's still the lecture I have to do. What if I just finish half kaya? Hmmm.

Kainis si Christian. He saw Jino at LB today. Shoot. Stalker talaga yon. Oh well, there's Saturday pa naman. And Monday, I'm buying tix for the cheering--and something else. :D (Jino, here I come!). Haha

Been teasing Anna about her new guy. But she's learning from the best--now she teases me about him na rin. Ack!

Just dropped by that blog--hah! We still dunno what to do about it. Leni doesn't want her to be interviewed anymore, but Bing and the others say pahirapan siya. Ah. Bahala na si Agnes.

My mom's becoming quite the stage mother. And now she's planning this huge birthday bash for me. Nya. Frankly, I'd be happy (and I bet my friends would too) with just pizza and beer. Oh well. If she wants to, there's no stopping her. At least I get to make The List--only the people I want to be there will be there. No asungots allowed, haha. I'm so mean. Leni and I are planning a sem-ender thing too, same principle applies. May exclusive guestlist with only the people we like--how very P. Diddy. Pati for Christmas party. Mean. Sabagay, they're mean din naman with us. So kanya-kanya na tayo! Hmph.

Later.

Ho-hum

Just taking a break from my usual lecture presentation obligations. Hay.

Saw Jino at the gym yesterday. Yu-mmy. Was buying tix for what probably will be UP's last game of the season (although I'm keeping my fingers crossed for the what if's and maybe's). Was reminded yesterday of how much I hate riding the bus (no choice for car-less little me, though). Sarah's with Leni, Foom and (surprise!) Jika.

Went to school early today to solve for the 72 quiz, which according to my professor himself was pretty unsolvable. Letch. Hung out and discussed my app dilemmas with Leni, Rufi and Agnes. Wayyyy tired when I got back to UP, I spent (na naman) for a cab home.

Mama's coming home on the 29th. Still haven't talked about "it". Oh well.

Looking forward to interview tomorrow. Sana lang I finish this "super lecture" in time for Friday. Wonder what's gonna happen if I don't? Hmm...

Sana Saturday na. Can't wait.

Senseless

Another nonsense day, another nonsense post.

Wala akong magawa so bear with the stupidity na lang (hey, this is MY blog, so wala din naman kayong magagawa haha!).



Songs for A Certain Guy (itago na lang natin siya sa pangalang Mr. Ferrer)

Was browsing through my iTunes, nothing more productive to do, so I came up with this stupid idea of a Jino playlist.

1. fell in love with a boy--joss stone
2. baby i love your way--the mig ayesa version
3. you make me feel brand new--borrowed from foomy
4. one way or another--blondie
5. you've got it all--the jets
6. no one else comes close--diba, leni?

Had a lot of songs in mind pa actually. Pero ayoko na. I'm doing a nyoy volante and singing-- "iniibig kahit ika'y panaginip lang...". I know when to quit dreaming and start living.

Whatever.

And you. Like I told my sister, I'm not even going to start because I know how it's going to end--or not end, whichever's more fitting. I'm fine as it is, and I'm fine as we are. I'm not even goign to start searching for sakit ng ulo, or worse...

Dilemma

There's a couple of things that's kinda buggin me recently. One's pretty no-brainer. It's not like I have a choice with it. The other one, on the other hand, I don't quite know how to go about it. Argh. This is killing me.

UP Fight pa rin (I'd rather be maroon than be green!)

So sad. Just got home from that sayang UP vs. DLSU game. Haynako. We had it. Almost. I want to frigging bash Abby Santos' brains in--hindi ba man lang siya nahihiya kay Marvin, Jino, Nestor, Mika, Axel and even Vicmel? They soooo want to win, they're pouring their hearts and souls to get to the Final Four and all he's doing is throwing good opportunities away as if they're easy to come by. ABBY SANTOS, MAHIYA KA NAMAN SA BALAT MO. And here I was so happy last Thursday when we won over Adamson. I hate friggin' Jojo Hate's ugly face. Buti nga they're on the brink of suspension by the board--pati coach. Basketball's a sport you mofo's, not a fucking gang brawl. Mga walang modo. Buti na lang we won. I was so touched to see Jino react the way he did. I guess all of his emotions got so mixed up he didn't know what else to do but cry--all the frustration, the hard work, all his efforts, his heart and soul. JINO FERRER--I'M PROUD OF YOU, MAN. You rock [my world]. Hehe. You too, NESTOR DAVID. Haha. I don't know what to think about us getting to the Final Four. Chances look slim, but as one song goes: IT AIN'T OVER TILL IT'S OVER. So there. UP FIGHT!!!